Day in and day out I go about my business, I hang out with my kids and my grandchildren, take care of the elders, I go to work, I teach and I write, I organize and I participate in the never-ending effort to build a powerful movement for peace and social justice; now and then (and unpredictably) I appear in the newspapers or on TV with a reference to my book Fugitive Days, a memoir of the revolutionary action and militant resistance to the Viet Nam War—the years of miracle and wonder—and some fantastic assertions about what I did, what I said, and what I believe. The other night, for example, I heard Sean Hannity tell Senator John McCain that I was an unrepentant terrorist who had written an article on September 11, 2001 extolling bombings against the U.S., and even advocating more terrorist bombs. Senator McCain couldn’t believe it, and neither could I.
My e-mail and my voice-mail filled up with hate, as happens, mostly men with too much time on their hands I imagined, all of them venting and sweating and breathing heavily, a few threats—“Watch out!”; “You deserve to be shot”; and from satan@hell.com, “I’m coming to get you and when I do, I’ll waterboard you”—all of it wildly uninformed. I’ve written a lot about the Viet Nam period, about politics, about schools and social justice, and I read and speak about all of it. I encourage people to argue, to agree or disagree, to discuss and struggle, to engage in conversation. I believe deeply in the pedagogical possibilities of dialogue—of listening with the possibility of being changed, and of speaking with the possibility of being heard—and I believe in revitalizing the public square, resisting the eclipse of the public and expanding the public space, searching for a more robust and participatory democracy. Talking to one another can help.
So in that spirit here is another attempt at clarity:
1. Regrets. I’m often quoted saying that I have “no regrets.” This is not true. For anyone paying attention—and I try to stay wide-awake to the world around me all/ways—life brings misgivings, doubts, uncertainty, loss, regret. I’m sometimes asked if I regret anything I did to oppose the war in Viet Nam, and I say “no, I don’t regret anything I did to try to stop the slaughter of millions of human beings by my own government.” Sometimes I add, “I don’t think I did enough.” This is then elided: he has no regrets for setting bombs and thinks there should be more bombings.
The illegal, murderous, imperial war against Viet Nam was a catastrophe for the Vietnamese, a disaster for Americans, and a world tragedy. Many of us understood this, and many tried to stop the war. Those of us who tried recognize that our efforts were inadequate: the war dragged on for a decade, thousands were slaughtered every week, and we couldn’t stop it. In the end the U.S. military was defeated and the war ended, but we surely didn’t do enough.
2. Terror. Terrorism—according to both official U.S. policy and the U.N.—is the use or threat of random violence to intimidate, frighten, or coerce a population toward some political end. This means, of course, that terrorism is not the exclusive province of a cult, a religious sect, or a group of fanatics. It can be any of these, but it can also be—and often is—executed by governments and states. A bombing in a café in Israel is terrorism, and an Israeli assault on a neighborhood in Gaza is terrorism; the September 11 attacks were acts of terrorism, and the U.S. bombings in Viet Nam for a decade were acts of terrorism. Terrorism is never justifiable, even in a just cause—the Union fight in the 1860’s was just, for example, but Shernan’s March to the Sea was indefensible terror. I’ve never advocated terrorism, never participated in it, never defended it. The U.S. government, by contrast, does it routinely and defends the use of it in its own cause consistently.
3. Imperialism. I’m against it, and if Sean Hannity and others were honest, this is the ground they would fight me on. Capitalism played its role historically and is exhausted as a force for progress: built on exploitation, theft, conquest, war, and racism, capitalism and imperialism must be defeated and a world revolution—a revolution against war and racism and materialism, a revolution based on human solidarity and love, cooperation and the common good—must win.
We begin by releasing our most hopeful dreams and our most radical imaginations: a better world is both possible and necessary. We need to bring our imaginations together and forge an unbreakable human alliance. We need to unite to transform and save ourselves as we fight to change the world and save humanity.
While I did not support the Weatherman in the 1960’s and generally favored the VietNam War, I do think we are now returning to the age of McCarthyism when any connection to anyone who is not in sync with a moderate political view discredits them. Our country is in real danger these days on many fronts. We don’t need to relive the 1960’s but rather learn what we can and move on.
I am dismayed by the controversy. As a Student Mobilization Committee alumni I am proud of what I did. I’ll will put my record of anti-war activism, arrests and all, up against the disgraced military record of bush anyday.
Whatever people think of the Ayers, they are community involved leaders and it is natural that Obama would cross paths on occasion.
Being a patriot does not involve screaming right wing talking points, working to improve your nation starting at the community level does.
Hey Jack Janski – Should the US government compensate all those civilians killed in Iraqi, Afganistan, Panama, Vietnam, Korea, Japan, German, Italy, the Phillipines, Cuba, African American slaves, and Native Americans. How about all the suffering and death through out the years in the name of our American government.
Bill, kudos for being honest — painfully so. I may not agree with all of your decisions but they are yours to make.
The problem with the Jack Janski and Sean Hannitys of the world is they only want freedom for those who agree with them on everything. That is not what the country was founded upon but it isn’t stopping them anyway.
Unlike some people, I have faith in our legal system. Bill, if you did something illegal, you should go to jail. (Ask Sara Jane Olson. It is never too late.) Since that has not happened, you should be entitled to your view and your peace.
But the Janskis and Hannitys don’t believe in the legal system. They believe in their point of view — and only their point of view. That is scary to me. Joe McCarthy tried to instigate this idea 50 years ago. We needed Murrow to stop it. Who will stop these guys?
Hang tough.
bill, if that article in frontpagemag is true, it’s fucked up. but i’m not holding my breath for truth from any magazine that publishes ann coulter. if you haven’t commented one way or another, i urge you to get on record.
bill, it’s hard choices that you have made. i can see you thinking. even killing some (by accident or design) could be justified if it saved the lives of a thousand times more lives. one could say it is a violent act NOT to kill few to save many. so i’m sure you have regrets, but you also have courage.
now anyone reading this… it IS a slippery slope to ever justify killing anyone for any cause. but spew your hubris out somewhere else… it’s too hard to judge one way or another. bill tried his best given the incredible loss of life on both sides. pacifism isn’t so cut and dry when you’re trying to stop wars.
R Trajan and J Janski–wow. For people who are upset about someone’s alleged violent past, you sure spout a lot of hatred and violence! Maybe you should open a Bible or something and read a little about forgiveness, how God loves a peacemaker, blessed are the meek, about how God hates war, hates the proud, etc. Read a little more before you get on here and spew hate.
James. Please set me straight. I encourage you to provide my quoted examples of hatred and violennce.
I guess that standards of free speech are very different in Berkeley, Ca. Maybe more in line with Stalinist standards.
James. James?
James. Come on James. Provide the site with the examples in which you claim that I “spout a lot hatred and violence”.
You can’t do it. So. What does that make you James? I’ll give you a hint. it starts with a L.
Be honest Bill, you’re not a mass murderer, by virtue of incompetence. Nothing like a bunch of spoiled rich kids who demonstrate their advocacy of the “working class” by trying to kill working class people — soldiers, firemen and policemen.
You don’t need to be a proctologis to tell who the assholes are!